Dream Themes

Having started my dream diary allowed me to realise how many dreams resemble one another or share recurring themes. Even long before starting this experiment I noticed such recurring themes: running down being chased in staircases, going up in elevators, or visiting super complex and architecturally advanced cities. These city dreams (maybe one or two in a year) seemed to have a particular importance to me as I usually remembered them well and when a new one occurred I would add it to the growing mental collection.

Keeping a diary made me confirm that, in general, dreams repeat themes much more often than I had realised and this exercise revealed what patterns there were to them.

I would second what J. Bzoma says that as a population we have a rather limited repertoire of dreams (given the rather varied lifestyles and problems of daily life). I would also agree with him that the dreams do not reflect our very recent reality but that the recent reality serves as the canvass to paint the reflection of widely understood consciousness that is common to us all. What needs to be noted is that very often the dreams I have have absolutely nothing to do with what happened in my daily life, what I watched or read about recently. Often before sleep I cast an intention for a dream and ask for it to be clear to interpret and if I remember one after waking it is usually achievable to read from it.

Soon after starting the dream log I was able to confirm a few patterns which are listed below with no particular order:

Cars: driving them or being driven. Just like in daily life cars are used for transport, in the dream reality they serve as vessels for transporting the consciousness we are an individuation of. I have experienced a whole array of possibilities: me being the driver, me being the only passenger right next to the driver, me being driven with another being in the back seat of the car, me being a driver in one car but steering another! I have had difficulties finding my parked car or I saw it submerge in icy pool of water in a parking lot. Cars did seem a huge theme in my dreams even though I never really associated myself with one!

Bzoma says a car is a typical symbol of personal identity that needs to be shed before entering a higher level of consciousness. Another example of such a symbol, especially in case of women, are handbags which have the annoying habit of disappearing or being stolen in our dreams. One more example of a transportation tool are shoes. Shoes feature in a lot of dreams I have. They might be my shoes or other people`s shoes. Often they go missing, get damaged or undergo transformations.

Lifts are another thing that reappears in my dreams regularly. I hardly ever take them to go down, mostly it is waiting for them to go up. Sometimes I see people who come down to my level in a lift. I have had dreams of lifts going vertical and horizontal during one ride. Often they go beyond the level of the highest floor!

To go down in levels I usually take a staircase, quite often some entities chase me at a crazy speed but I am usually able to escape by skipping whole segments of stairs. Even in dreams this ability never ceases to amaze me how I have mastered the skill of speedy descent.

Another recurring themes is public transport: buses, trams, trains, subway. Another feature used to be a ticket collector or the action of buying/holding/losing tickets! After a while the collector stopped appearing and somehow I just board the means of transport without any worry. Apparently, the public transport vehicle is a long-range consciousness line and one must become mature enough to board one. I conclude that with time I got the authorisation to ride some of the routes.

For the longest time I was lost at airports in my dreams. I used to be allocated a guide of sorts but inevitably I would be left on my own and missing the plane. There was always a problem with my luggage: it was either too much of it, or I had to repack it, or the cases got lost etc. Only one time did I have a dream about landing at an airport but on this occasion I wasn’t allowed out of it because I refused to have my luggage scanned! J. Bzoma says that air travel takes us to the Brahmanic level and the landing is on the Brahmanic side. From my dreams it is clear I have not achieved this level yet. 🙂

Another (huge!) theme are bathrooms and toilets. They are always too crowded, have faulty locks or are simply dirty. Usually these are big rooms with lots of cubicles and huge traffic.  God knows how long I waste in my dreams looking for, navigating or sitting in toilets.

Clothes haunt me in many, many dreams. Closets full of clothing, getting changed or clothes morphing on me are something I experience quite regularly. In a few dreams I was either completely naked in a public place or missed a crucial piece of wardrobe but somehow it never bothered anyone but me. If I notice my clothes they are usually long, wavy and rather heavy garments.

Going on group trips happen frequently; what`s more I usually do not know anybody in the group. I usually find myself following a person or two but a large group typically tails behind us.

Initially there was lots of water reservoirs in my dreams, lots of rivers, lakes, large seas. Heavy precipitation is another feature. In my dreams water used to spill over banks or suddenly fill up streets. Water is supposed to be a sign of the soul seeping through the levels. Quite often in spite of being submerged in water I came out of it completely dry.

Another thing that became very clear was the location of my dreams; they would often happen in only a few places where I grew up. In one dream I was changing seats in the car at the Reneissance (Rebirth) Street! This is a location where a lot of my dreams occur.

Recently I have noticed more and more “androgynous” dreams: someone in the dream morphs from one gender into another, or I myself morph! Sometimes I meet someone who clearly is one gender but has a very strong connection to someone of opposite sex and eventually they both seem as one even though in separate bodies…

Canteens feature abundantly too; either they are still closed or run out of food, or there is no place to sit down. Generally there is a seating problem as I am new to the place and know nobody around. The feeling of isolation is common in my dreams but that can be easily linked to who I am outside of dreams.

School is another recurrence; but here it might be me either as a teacher or as a student (more often).

Once or twice I remember going to sleep or falling asleep in a dream and, obviously, nothing from the deeper level could be gleaned.

So, yes, even though there are all sorts of variations in my dreams, they certainly fall into a few categories that I believe many people share. To prove this is an uneasy task though as it takes a lot of self-discipline and effort not to let dreams disappear back to where they came from before they are logged.

A Holograph, a Simulation, or a Zoo?

I go to sleep with the following intention: How is the reality I live in correlated to a holographic reality or a simulation?

I ask to make the channel access clean and for the message to be easily identifiable and interpretable and so that I remember it after waking up.

I wake up in the middle of the night utterly disappointed at not remembering anything from my dream. Desperate to get an answer I repeat the initial process and go to sleep again. About 3 am I wake up with a clear recollection of the latest dream.

I walk in a compound that is separate from the rest of the city. It resembles a large garden but there are also large buildings. It looks very organic; built somewhat like a maze with lots of alleys and small winding paths. One of them leads to a building which might be 4 storeys high. I enter it and walk upstairs; on the second or third level it turns out it is a building where birds are kept. There are also maintenance rooms and (of course!) toilets. It is all rather clean, all in white tones but I feel a certain “Russian” feel to it.  It is all very empty. The maintenance rooms are ahead of me and the bird cages to the left. I have a little tour of the maintenance area but only enough to realise it is all empty.

Suddenly I find myself at the attic of the building looking out of the central window. I am either too tall for this floor or this floor has a very low ceiling. I look out into the blue sky and very high up I am able to discern the birds that are coming back from their break. It is one or two birds. I am supposed to take pictures of them (no idea of the reason for it) but decide that they are way too far away for it to make any sense. So, instead I just look at the bird. It seems just a  speck up above me but I know it is a rather large, white animal.

I am now a level lower in the building next to the cages I saw earlier. A group of kids has just left this area. I look at the cages but they are all empty. In the middle of the room there is a big donation box. It is cubic in shape, transparent. I see a 200 dollar bill wedged in between the walls of the box. I look carefully around and noticing nobody I think it is a lot of money that would last me a while so I decide to take it. At the very moment of me touching the money I realise I am being watched by the room keeper. She looks like one of a “Russian” ladies who usually sit in corner of museum rooms. She kind of hovers a little higher than me, and I can only see her head as the rest of her body is hidden behind some structure that looks like a cat playing frame. As soon as I realise I am watched I throw the money on top of the box towards the slit! At the same moment there appears a schoolchild next to me and does the same thing with a wad of notes! The “Russian” lady scoffs and cries out: “Oh, not another one!” with clear disdain in her voice. The child somehow supports me in concealing my true intentions and for a while we both struggle putting the notes inside the box. I can see more donation money loose on the box. There are all sorts of currencies and there is no way of knowing of their true value… I am now outside of the building looking at it from a hundred metres away or so.

 I am now inside another building. This one is larger but darker. I have just received a gift from someone. There seems to be a “Secret Santa” event going on. My gift is one of the most coveted ones! I wonder who would be so kind as to give it to me. I ask into the building and a voice says it was from them. I cannot make out who it was and I ask my mum again who it was. She kind of points towards the person. It turns out to be a girl I used to go to school with. (In real life we were never friends) The gift is a pair of boots! They look like cowboy boots; the colour of new succulent grass. I put them on but they seem impossible to walk in as the heels are so high!!! They are higher than ballerina shoes! In spite of this I put them on and walk up to this girl to complain about the unuseability of them! But by the time I approach her the boots have become quite comfortable! I got nothing to complain about then. I look at my feet and realise that these boots are now brown! They are also not high heels any more! It turns out they have lost the shanks too! (Or maybe I detached the shanks???) But I do have something to complain about! They are different shades! One is a few tones lighter than the other: one is beige and one is brown. I point this out to someone but I don’t think it makes an impact. I also feel that there are big lumps of some foreign material nudging at my feet. I am surprised as these are new shoes and there was no chance to damage them to this kind of degree… I look at where I am standing and it turns out it is an area similar to a parking place with a surface made of tar and asphalt which hasn’t solidified yet! Suddenly someone shouts out to me that they only just poured it yesterday and it is not ready to walk on yet! It is strange as I must have walked through this area into this building without any trouble at all! I realise I must run away from the place! I am running leaving deep impressions of my feet/boots in the surface, they are about 20-30 cm deep in the glistening black layer of the surface material! I know I must be quick! It is a short distance but it is taking me a while and in the meantime I have to make a decision which way to turn as I have 3 choices: return the very same way I got here (straight ahead and to the right), turn right to the path most people take, or turn left where I have not been. I seem to get some advice from people in the building to go the the right. I, however, shout a very decisive “NOOOO!” and I turn left and leave the compound through a little gate. I find myself on the streets of some ghost town! It seems a big city but I can see no people there at all! It seems completely deserted.

I wake up.

I recall the dream and my first impression of the place is that it was a large zoo even though the only animals I saw there was birds. I know, however, that there were other animals in other areas of the garden. In the moments after the dream I felt it all made perfect sense and I was able to work out the analogies and symbols and got very excited about it. I relived the dream to make sure it was embedded in my “conscious” memory and I knew I would remember it in the morning. I wasn’t able to sit down and write it down until in the afternoon when the imagery was not so vivid any more but the interpretation work that I did at night still holds…

I am only going to highlight some of the most symbolic themes from the dream, as the whole dream does not require an interpretation I think due to its simplicity

The colours: black and white,

money = energy?

returning to the cage after a break

Shoes = new identity?

Shoes = shaping habits?

looking at the world from the attic

taking pictures vs observing things

Russia as the East (to the right – towards the manifestation)

Leaving through the gate on the left (towards the non-manifestation)

 

Phowa, Matrix, and Information

This is my translation of one part of a series of lectures that J. Bzoma gave to M. Dabrowski on his YT channel Tagen TV. This is part 14 of the series.  As usual I colour code it: blue is what J. Bzoma is saying, black is my additions, in red is M. Dabrowski`s part.  Emphasis is all mine where I thought it was meant during the interview. I apologise for any of the names` misspellings; I have yet to research some of the content presented here.

Depending on the consciousness level, we need to know what to do at the moment of death. Unless one doesn’t want to do it. There are those, who don’t, or those who by this action want to find a sweet spot at some higher level or to choose a karma or to skip some levels. It is of course an illusion because as Self they cannot choose any other karma because karma chooses their own creations, and the notion that they could be a part of some karmic reminiscence is nonsense from intermediate esoteric knowledge. People think it is possible to achieve this because they would like to achieve heaven personally. What`s more people would like to experience Nirvana personally,  which is totally absurd! How can one personally experience the end of all (ustanie). Can anyone explain to me how this would be possible? It`s like a drop which would like to be the sea and at the same time feel separate from it. This is the kind of nonsense that people believe in. These are concepts sold to people of lower level of consciousness to keep them at some semblance of spirituality and spiritual practice. Phowa is a similar problem. Phowa is known not only to Tibetan Buddhism, it stems from shamanistic practices; it developed in Buddhism, […] , in Yoga, in Daoism, it is also present in Christianity as actus iaculatoriae. In fact actus iaculatoriae`s function is to transfer consciousness at the moment of death but it`s something that needs knowhow and advanced practice during one`s life. Transfer of consciousness depends on one`s level of consciousness; its procedure differs according to it too. There are many terms I could use for the process but I use the attractive term of Phowa. It is believed that the procedure leads to the appearance of a small opening at the top of one`s head, which is large enough to slide a blade of grass through it. A man called Ollennidal was known for coaching Phowa (he might still be alive). Not to offend the ones who have undergone this kind of Phowa training, but it is classified in Tibetan Buddhism as Ordinary Phowa, and not some extraordinary one J .

There are five kinds of Phowa:

The Ultimate Phowa which is for those who don’t really need it as they live in a state of heightened consciousness – those who are advanced in Dzogchen and in Mahamudrah (Dzogchen is the Yoga of Sleep and Dreaming – just the same as what we do in progressive dreaming). One could say this procedure transfers the consciousness to the level of Dharma Kayah (Non-manifestation).

The Medium Phowa, transferring the consciousness to the level of the Soul, Samboga Kayah, the level of Wisdom.

The Lower Phowa, carried out using secret mantras; this is at the borderline of magic, but it still works

The Ordinary Phowa: the Phowa of three concepts (Ollenidal is a Ning Mapa teacher)

The Iron Hook of Compassion; Phowa carried out in the name of the dying person – meditating another person`s transfer of consciousness as if you drag them with a hook. So if one is not able to carry it out themselves, they can be helped by others.

The most mystifying one is the Phowa of Three Concepts with the head opening. It’s a technical thing, one does not need to believe in anything, one must only strive to achieve some sort of higher consciousness. There is no need to be a Buddhist. It is nothing more than opening the central channel. It is the well that I mentioned before. If there are no obstacles then the opening might appear, it might sound frightening but if at night you dream intensively and you keep making transfers from bottom to top, in the morning you wake up with a scab at the top of your head. It happens quite often. (and JB adds jokingly: Good that brain fluid does not seep through it!)

This Phowa requires a two-day session with preparations before the crucial part which is three three-hour sessions when you repeat one hundred thousand times (who could be bothered…!), one hundred thousand times the mantra to Amitabh. Who is Amitabh? The Red One <10, the Red Buddha, the Christ – the actual character does not matter, what matters is for us to know the direction of transfer. The Mantra of Oh Manni Dewa Hri. You repeat this mantra in deep meditation state, visualise the Red One over your head and concentrate constantly to move the consciousness in the upward direction. These are the three elements of the procedure. After the required number of repetitions you achieve a state of bliss. There might be obstacles on the way as karma might be cutting through the onion-like structure of the chakras that create the human. The measure of success of the procedure is the appearance of the opening on your head. It is such a strong and moving experience that even an atheist (if can be bothered to go through the procedure) can truly believe in the spiritual world. It is a very time and effort consuming ritual, just like most of the ancient rituals that filled up people`s time. What other things did they have to spend their lives on? Once you are polarised to spiritual life you are not good for any other things. One has to be hugely flexible to function normally in daily life and to travel at night and analyse it correctly; it is very easy to tip off the balance and fall into the mystical mood where one stops caring for the physical world; one needs to be very careful to control the whole process. Progressive dreamers should not attempt any Phowa procedures as they already carry out their continual exercise in living in the consciousness. The dreamer`s target is not complicating and adding more and more elements (as it is possible to dream into the smallest element of another dream) but simplification. Expanding the narration means delving into deludedness and nourishing the same kind of illusion that the mind practices every day at its physical reality level, just like in OBE and LD. It is cool as an adventure and a form of relaxation but it leads nowhere. It doesn’t lead to spiritual achievements. This was discovered eighteen thousand years ago by Buddha Milo Che, who started the Dzog Chen (self-enlightenment) stream. This seems to be the most powerful technique of self-improvement transferred from the ancient times. Of course over the years it has been adorned with add-ons, extensions and projections which are alien to our contemporary world. But all of it can be treated numerically, just like I did. Only after some time did I realise that I “discovered” something that Dzog Chen knew about for aeons. But that only flattered me, as I realised my journeys and the structure are verified as having solid grounds.

Ok, but what role in the structure of the world, the universe, the consciousness, and the god is that of information?

Information is at its every level. But it also depends what you mean by information. The term must be agreed upon.

Information as building blocks of reality.

You have to treat information like time and space. There has to be the subject and the object. One that is its owner and one that receives it. This in turn proves that information has its roots in the Manifestation. In dreams, information is relayed in the form of spheres. Seeing a ball in a dream, big or small or any kind of colourful or even transparent sphere, you have to be aware that it is information. You can access this information. You can do it consciously in LD or at non-conscious (higher) levels. You can fall asleep (not necessarily on the same night) and ask for access to the information sphere. It is not by accident that we have apples – info spheres – in the Sacred Apple Orchard (Shechinah). That`s the true meaning of this symbol. As you know, right now in this modern world, around half of the global revenue in business revolves around selling information. Information, materially, can be viewed as something that does not exist physically. Undeniably though, it is someTHING important, people share it, trade it, and intercept it, as it allows for creating certain physical behaviours and influence people. It materialises; it is another form of materialisation, manifestation. The DNA code is nothing other than information that materialises body. Everything at a certain level has its own information level which is some sort of a transmitter. But these are only words, just as well you could call this in the Medieval times some sort of a will, god`s will or spiritual message, what we are doing is merely an exercise of finding a term for it. This all boils down to the same thing, it must be explained somehow. I see no issue regarding this issue.

For me information is a crucial building material.

So what is false/fake information then?

The question is, does something like false/fake information exist?

Of course it does. This is what leads to destruction.

Yes, like cancer for instance, in a human body.

Also we can mislead others with it. What information relates to is our mental body. At the energetic level, information takes form of energy or rather its distribution: allocating and formatting it. At the emotional level, information is read as emotion or perceptions/images that you receive. At every level the information manifests itself in a different way. In my simple mind a while back I wanted to find out the reason of everything. I bothered the soul, the god, the Seraphims, and my Ibbour and finally they told me that at different consciousness levels the reason of everything is perceived differently. But overall the reason of everything is just one: it is the Source of Consciousness. But we see it and explain it to ourselves yet differently. You can compare information to my visit at the Crystal Vortex Temple in the Non-manifestation. When I get very high up there (the highest level), on the left side skewed slight towards the (-) side (slight signs of narration verify this) I see groups of pouffes. I feel they are beings, conscious beings. But their form totally confuses me. What is more they are not purely solid; they flicker. One of them says to me (in mind to mind transmission): now we are going to put on the costumes that are by the door and we will go to the right (towards Manifestation). There was a big box there, but I lost countenance when I looked inside as there was only one costume! There were quite a few of us going! It didn’t seem right for me as a guest to grab it first and leave. I was worried for myself as I was sure I was not the one who the costume was for. Our queue proceeded though, each of us put the costume on and left, but the costume still remained there! You can see this as relating to the information and form. All the beings got their costume, including me. We left the room, I looked to the left and instead of these pouffes, I saw six-winged Seraphims. (I didn’t find out until later they were Seraphims, I researched the topic after waking.) However, they were bodyless, equipped with wings only! They were also of glassy constitution, their voice, even though it was mind to mind transmitted, was also glassy. It sounded like it was made of glass shards. The voice said: “You found out what you were looking for, but not in a way that you expected!” This is indeed information! The information exists, and the receiver reflects its character. A radio wave is a sort of information, you can tune in and receive it. But if it is in a form of a numerical transmitter (most often these are intelligence/spy stations) that transmits a numeric code unless you know the code, the information is useless even though you know it is transmitted. Plus you have no way of verifying if it is fake or genuine information. So this issue is subtle… Dreaming is also receiving information; it is anthropomorphised, but it is not human in origin. It comes from realms beyond our senses. Dreams create information is various ways.  You can hear it, get it from mind to mind directly, you can smell the scents, or see it as image. Sometimes the travellers would like to find out their Soul`s name; they spend loads of time and energy but they get nowhere as nobody says the name. They don’t realise that a name can be expressed in a different form: image, sound, scent, taste, or feeling. It is only our imagination that expects a name as we are used to them like “Metatrone”. It is worth noting that when we hear names in dreams, they are so misshapen that they cannot be repeated, what we get is a generalised idea of the name that we are able to verbalise. Just like in the case of my Ibbour – Shirin, what must be said here is that in Meyrink`s Goleme the third chapter “I” relates to an Ibbour. That is the first work of art that I encountered about Ibbours.

What more is there about dreams? Coz when you think about it, we are detached from our consciousness the third part of our lives.

But we are immersed in the information field all the time!

So dreaming itself is the evidence for the existence of our life beyond our senses.

Yes, but what must be noted is that this information is intelligent, if it wasn’t you would only have dreams just like all those who have no idea of progressive or programmed dreaming and are unable to deduce anything out of them. They just dream whatever, and they assume these night scenes are reminiscences of the previous day, the emotion they went through recently; this is not true though. The dream is constantly relaying the state of our higher Consciousness using the symbols that are closest and most relevant to us in any given moment. So, whatever the Source is supposed to tell us on any given occasion will be told to us using the previous day`s events. It is not that the dreams influence us like we imagine they do. Our feelings and what we do are often the result of the internal (higher in level) processes. Dreams do not follow a popular misconception that we have a traumatic dream following a traumatic experience we have had in the physical world. The fact that both occur at roughly the same time only means that there is a tendency for this kind of behaviour (coming from the higher Level). So what we see in dreams might bear the superficial resemblance to real events but only because they are still fresh in our mind, easily accessible and thus most relevant as canvas for the Consciousness transmission.

What about pre-cognition dreams?

They follow exactly the same mechanism. You just leap to a higher level, the level of Necessity (Brahmanic level), where there is no time and space, and you are able to get an insight into a tendency that you are immersed in at the lower level. Déjà vu and precognition are two sides of the same coin.  There is no difference if you have a dream, a vision as a psychic or you see it while meditating. Now, going back to Phowa,

From death to life…

From life to death, I have mentioned that on the Non-manifestation level you only dream of dead people. Generally speaking, for the advanced progressive dreamers Phowa is unnecessary as transferring their consciousness is their standard state and so they are able to cut straight through the Manifested fields and reach the basic state of the Non-manifested mind and its ultralighness. They live in a state where deluded things do not exist and what exists is just a background.  Let`s for instance take a task of me asking you to close your eyes and imagine a cup: you will do it swiftly and describe this cup to me in detail and you will be happy with the outcome. What doesn’t even cross your mind is to think of the background of the cup! And this background is the space from which forms are manifested. It is actually quite easy to reach that level. When I explain how to go about the Phowa based on dream levels […] you will see how levels of Consciousness work.  Someone well practiced in Dzogchen informed me of their own method of reaching the base of Consciousness. It is to look to the left whilst having your eyes closed; this elongates slightly the field of vision of the left eye compared to the right one; this has a huge impact as it activates the right hemisphere. […] For the same reason the side on which we see certain objects in dreams is significant too: seeing something on the right side means it manifested through the left hemisphere and vice versa. That’s why all that we visualise we visualise on the left handside, it is to make the right hemisphere prevalent. Using the same premise it is possible to reach the dissociative state (OBE, LD) or even to recall dreams from the past (it is also a more temporary state of dissociation but one that does not pave way for psudo-seizure states which is explained in another article here: OBE and LD pursuits). […] Even holothropic breathing is based on the same physiological mechanism. […]

One more thing from dream experiences; moving across the border of reality into dreams quite often I see a structure of tiny links, a bit like a net…

Oh yes, I was going to talk about these nets! They are linked to the Phowa for the dreamers. I have identified at least three kinds of these nets. There is one at every level. Some call it a matrix. I have encountered three of them but one could stretch it a bit and define another one at the Soul level. They are kind of a sieve that supplies details to the coarser tendencies. The lower matrix at the 5/6 Border appeared to me once and it kept me lying in my bed with my eyes closed after waking watching it for about 10 minutes; it was a white lacey structure. I could approach it from any angle I wished; it showed a 3D structure with a thick depth to it, it seemed like a lacey matrix with human and animal bodies as well as flowers woven together. It was stunningly beautiful; I didn’t want to open my eyes as I knew it would disappear but at the same time I wanted to journal it! I feared that if I happen to fall asleep I would have lost the memory! It happens a lot that u wake up at night with a recollection of a great dream. You marvel at it and want to write it down but somehow out of laziness you change your mind as you feel it is so great that you vow to yourself you will remember it anyway without switching the light on and disturbing your night cycle. But this is a common Mind`s trap: you will remember nothing of it in the morning! The only thing stuck in your mind will be the thought that you were supposed to remember something, but have no idea what. A trick to recall a lost dream is to go to the bathroom before completely waking up and let water run; there is something about the noise of running water that tends to bring back a dream that is slipping away. I have been able to recall a few dreams that way.

Water as an information storage device.

Possibly it is due to the frequency itself. The humming noise must be somehow associated with dreams. But coming back to the matrices; there is also a golden and a silver one. The colours correspond to the Consciousness levels, but all of them come from the misty Brahmanic level (broad level of Soul 6-8). At the level 7 the white matrix formats the Small Karma, this is the Buddhic level associated with the white colour, sometimes it is pearly white or a light citron-yellow colour. Pure yellow colour is the Energy level (2). But these are tendencies only, the colour stretches from level 2 and becomes lighter at the Buddhic level to become gold at the Metatrone level. Analogous situation is with the blue level (Mental) which becomes sky blue at the Soul 7+ until it reaches silver at the Nigredo/Albedo level. In the Kabbalah it corresponds to the non-existent Sephira Daat (the Knowledge).

The one I have seen and the way I saw it, it was matter but of a very fine net structure of silver colour.

It is a teaching matrix, at the Daat level. An interesting one is a green path, starting from the astral level, the green stretches to the mix of gold and sky blue, it becomes translucent green and this is the colour that in Sufism is associated with a being called Al-Khidr (the green one). Al-Khidr is a being I have met in my dreams on several occasions without knowing who he was. Only when I delved into Sufism did I learn who he is. It is a being that is a master of non-institutionalised mystics, he comes to those who follow their individual path of mysticism. He showed me how energy is taken from humans. […] He has his equivalent in Christianity as well, it is mostly forgotten now, they also have a green being in the Eastern Orthodox Church. Let`s get back to the silver (teaching) one; it shows the limit of the human mind knowledge but at the same time there can be found a connection to the divine knowledge, but mostly humans refrain from trespassing. This silver colour oscillates between the black/Nigredo and white/Albedo stream (descending and ascending respectively), it shows signs of deludedness and duality. That’s where the silver matrix appears, often it shows religious symbols or buildings that portray the Heavenly City (heavenly Jerusalem). Once you have been there once, even without realising it, it is super easy to recognise this place. When I get descriptions of it from other travellers after the first three sentences of a whole page I recognise it immediately. The buildings there are huge with huge spaces between them; sometimes stretching up to two miles! Each building is in a different architectural style, as if made by different cultures; this shows the knowledge and culture of all human spirituality. What is interesting though, is that when the Soul does not evoke any emotions in a human, it does not reap any benefits from having it! For a Soul, the only useful/nourishing energy is the emotional one. The mental analysis is completely irrelevant for the Soul as it has nothing to consume/process it with! It has no mind! The mental analysis is a human thing done only for its own sake. If no positive emotions are evoked, coz emotions are the seeds of spiritual creations… The emotional level is something that we perceive at all the spaces that we move through… The Soul; it does not love you! The God doesn’t love you! The Ultrasoul stroking you on the cheek does not show you any sympathy. At any of these levels what is evoked in you is your own reaction. It is your reaction that you perceive! But from these reactions you can understand, like you understand an image, the emotions themselves. You must remember it is done through the emotional and not the visual level. People often get confused and equate a lofty religious experience with god`s love. In a sense one can say it is true, but it is your love and god is just god! You perceive god as love, but god as is, is not wise, in fact in dreams god is shown as an idiot! Quite frankly, in the emotional and mental layers there are no reactions occurring, these are only our imaginations that we attribute to god.

How is it then that our memory is so strongly linked with our emotions? It is as if emotions are memories` carriers. The stronger the emotions…

Yes, it was discovered a good while back that in order to recall anything you must correlate it to an emotion, first you recall the emotion and only after that the mental level kicks in. It is because the mental level is an overgrowth on the emotional level. In primeval organisms there is no mental level at all! Mental level is an addition on top of the Level 3. In the old Tibetan messages at the moment of death the first thing you saw was the light of Dharma Kayah and then you started the descent. Today, the modern man sees his own mental images first. […] in the olden days, when people were simple and had limited knowledge, they reacted in simple ways and the mental level was not an obstacle. Now the mental level is an obstruction and has to be dissolved and while this happens it contributes to the growth of the emotional level. Unfortunately, it will bring negative effects. It will not be a heightening experience because people are egotists and are more willing to nurse negative feelings rather than positive ones. If you want proof for this just switch the tv on and you will see what prevailing emotions we exhibit… in Syria for example…

Do you think this kind of emotions is intentionally forced in people or… ?

I think it is just the way this process is. Some of us descend, and some of us ascend on this planet.

Salvation

This is my translation of the article that J. Bzoma has on his site at: https://snienieprogresywne.pl/czym-jest-katolickie-zbawienie/

In this article we are presented with an example of dreams that follow a problem/question asked to be explored in progressive dreaming and their interpretation using the method J. Bzoma rediscovered. In my mind, following his dreams and their analogies in our own is the best way to navigate the meanders of our own night journeys. Having noticed my own patterns in these night visions that correspond very well with what he shares from his personal experiences leaves no doubt in my mind that we truly are individualised fragments of the whole. The only route to take to understand this concept better is to pay closer attention to the language of dreams and see what role we play in this theatre of meanings.

What is Catholic Salvation?

This is my question to two beings I am familiar with: Deva (8) and Shirin (7); I don’t know which one of them is more eager to tell me about it. (Of course, this is a question I have asked multitude of times over the years.)

Dream number one: a double membrane stretched over a vertically placed drum. The second membrane seems to be an overlay.

Dream number two: I am applying for a visa to Sweden. I came here totally relaxed, with no pressure and what`s more I show total helplessness in front of the officer. I need to fill in a form but instead of following the officer`s instructions, who tries to help me fill it in step by step, I keep daydreaming. When I am asked to return the corrected form it turns out it is still empty. The officer is super patient and every time he asks me something I show him a helpless expression on my face and say I don’t speak Swedish. Seeing this, the officer fills the form in for me and what I do is feign some interest and ask myself aloud wondering how I would say it in my own language? This filling in form scene repeats several times but finally I am asked for the last time to fill in the headline box, the last one remaining empty. I repeat my strategy and the officer fills in the last detail. This is a three-letter word starting with a T (Ton = tone/tonne). The word itself seems insignificant as o and n seem to be just add-ons to the T as they are barely visible and stick out the box; T is the main thing here!

The officer doesn’t seem to mind any of it and my Sweden visa application is successful. I leave the building and head south (down on the map). I think to myself that now when I tell anyone that I was going to Japan (east) I can go to Sweden (north) and nobody will be able to tell where I really went.

In this dream I was aware of the Polish meaning of the word Ton; maybe it had something to do with the origin or the reason for the entry visa to Salvation? But the dream`s message is that Salvation is owed to one like a dog`s owed a bone; even when, or maybe especially when, one shows trained or consciously feigned passivity. Thinking about it I fell asleep.

It seems the final dream talks about what T (Ton) really is?

The men who want to split up or rather justify their leaving or explain their unfaithfulness and free themselves from a relationship with a woman (Manifestation) can do so by tearing off a scab the size of a palm from the base of their neck and leaving the room heading towards freedom (the final judgement?). The room was filled with mostly such men. One after another stood up, carried out the procedure, threw away the dead tissue and left the room. Only at the front in a few rows there were a few blurry women. It is hard to say whether the women were there to abandon their men or maybe they were being left by the men.

T in its shape resembles a cross, the word Ton may suggest burden (tonne). It might also mean “a thousand”. The three zeroes suggest level 8-12 in dreams.

This would suggest liberation from the relationship with Manifestation (which has a female character, Demeter/Persephone) but removing dead tissue from the neck (the 8/9 border) looks more like rejecting the possibility to enter the 8-12 Slot. This might be an overlay over the authentic liberation from Manifestation. Analogically, going to Japan can be substituted by going to Sweden where it is enough to become passive and submit oneself to the mechanism of Catholic Salvation.

Sweden is a northern and rather cold country with a very particular, liberal kind of socialism suggesting it is a rather (-) freedom with characteristics of a social contract. What makes me wonder is why real salvation would lead through Japan? Maybe it is about the yellow colour and the ideology of self-salvation which must be earned through individual meditation? In Sweden everything is allocated automatically as long as we agree to be passive, so similarly the Catholic Salvation would drag us into its egregore by its own initiative. For sure, there is a difference in the tone (Ton) of both membranes/salvation types. “T” seems to be the kind of a cross that we agree to bear when we opt to choose salvation/freedom in “Sweden”. This reminds us that we have two choices as far as Salvation goes: the salvation of right and left hand. To make things even more interesting, in Sanskrit, there is a letter T but it is upside down and signifies gift. What does it make T then? The T is the tribute, the contribution! It is worth noting that a cross is in fact a symbol of two intersecting borders: 5/6 and 8/9. The human spread on it symbolically means both Manifestation and human/divine fate/necessity.

Another clue leading to solving the puzzle of the two forms of Salvation (Swedish and Japanese) might be found in the flag colours of both countries. The former is blue in two shades: mental (4) and Soul (7+) and the latter is red: causal (5) and The Red One (<10). Both these Salvations appear on white (6) background.

Level 7+ keeps the deepest secret of Christian Salvation: the collective egregore (-7+) exploited by the six-winged Seraphim (one pair is dead, one pair is sick and one pair is well). It is the same being that preached to Mary that he would master over her son`s conscience!!! This is the centre around which the Christians with their level 7 consciousness build the mystic body of the egregorial “Jesus”. Only Christian mystics can break through this egregore and arrive at the Red One <10. They describe this event as dark night of the soul: they leave the “Jesus” egregore, get through Nigredo 8/1 (“Satan”), then they move across Nothingness 8/2 and stand in the golden glow of the Parokhet of level 8/3 thinking it is the glow of God. Moving on, they encounter The Red One <10 (the Lord of Karma) who they mistake for Jesus Christ, who is followed by the Good Mother 10 who they mistake for Mary (Jesus` Mother) and to their surprise they discover she is one with the Father 10 and the son <10. Not recognising the truth of the situation they gain confidence that indeed their religion is the depositary of the deepest truth and they carry on contributing to further spreading misinformation and giving licence to the ever energy unsatiated  Seraphim that is the parasite of the collective thoughtform that is the “mystic body” (-) that pretends to be the Paramatman 7+.

The Necessity

This is my translation of J. Bzoma`s text on his website:  https://snienieprogresywne.pl/jeszcze-slow-kilka-o-duszy-i-jej-sposobie-istnienia-czyli-koniecznosci/

A few more words about Soul and its mode of being: The Necessity

Night world is a lining of the day world and gravitates toward the Underworld, used to say James Hillman. (A very loose translation of mine as well as all of the quotations in the text below with the exception of Heraclitus` quote)

Death seen in our dreams should not be taken literally; it is information from the Non-manifestation 8-12 which is a resting place of the biologically dead God who is also the Source Consciousness. Yes, I can hear Nietzsche snickering from his grave right now. Scenes of death in our dreams are only messengers of the Soul that wishes to inform us of where our fate or our individuation is going. What it is heading for is the death of our (sustained by life) separateness. Hillman said that: “This unknown target is the only absolute certainty of human existence. The Underworld is invisible yet absolutely present.” The essence of working with dreams is recalling them and strengthening the connection to the images they bring. Hillman suggests clinging to such an image rather than performing hermeneutical rituals on it and through these rituals transforming it into notions or intellectual interpretations. Regarding Freud and Jung, Hillman says: They used to make a certain move which we do not want to duplicate any more – they used to change images into crystallised symbolic meanings. This means that whatever they encountered was not left by them in its original form, rather they transformed it into “this or that”.

What it means is that psychoanalytic approach to dreams extracted dream fragments from the whole and thus it reduced all of it to this one, single plane imposed by the detailed interpretation. “It allowed the image to say only one word.” The wholeness of the dream was abandoned and what became its focus was a particular trend, a continuation of a trapped in an interpretation symbol that only just lost its connection as vital element to a whole image of dream that used to be alive.  Such an approach leaves the Soul inanimate. “Those images do not have a life of their own. They are transformed into meanings. But let`s leave the meaning behind – let`s leave behind searching for the meaning and sense of life.”

Hillman is right. Those who begin dreaming progressively usually ask about the sense of their life, about the right life choices or about values held dear to their hearts. But the dream image is not so much what one sees but how one sees it.  It is the how we see the dream visions and their meanings that change as we progress in the dream practice and not what the visions themselves are; the dreams are full of unfathomable content. Our interpretation is thus always limited by our current level of understanding. This is why we have to restrain ourselves from interpretations and instead allow the dreams act within us. It is worthwhile to send our intentions towards them and even let them present their own free narration. It is desirable to have some knowledge about the main symbols, colours, or characters that often appear at different levels; this allows us understand the language of dreams better. It must be emphasised it is not about literal translations like in psychoanalysis but about grasping roots of their perceptions even at the Nothingness 8/2 level where incredible relationships between geometrical shapes can be observed; these can only be encountered and familiarised with in a dream state as after waking they escape any attempts of verbalisation just like mystic union experiences.  

“Initially, an individual believes that the images are only hallucinations (this that is visible), next it is acknowledged as subjective imaginations and finally it occurs to one that these images are independent of subjectivity or even of imagination itself as a form of mental activity. The images come and go as they please according to their own wishes and rhythm. […] The ultimate recognition means that it is rather the mind that is submerged in imagination than imagination in the mind. The image is trans-historic, deep, fertile, highly intentional and clear.” Building bonds with the Soul, which I would term as regaining and cleansing of the connection, according to Hillman relies on establishing contact with the dream images and bringing them to life, as well as keeping with them incessant and careful relationship. It is to allow them for their full expression within the psyche area. The so called strong ego that is the target of most therapeutic trends is not only a fictitious, artificial creation that blocks the images` creativity, but also a factor responsible for the mental disintegration phenomena.  

Hillman used to write a lot about human psyche being pathologised by the Soul. This is in line with what progressive dreaming presents regarding the matter; it is portrayed as Soul`s seepage and attempts of fixing the seepage by beings seemingly exterior to the dreamer. It is worthwhile noting that this seepage of the Soul 7 Consciousness into our consciousness is not related to pleasant feelings only.

“The Soul (6-8; JB) does not desire escape from despair – it desires to experience despair, it desires to experience deeply various dark nights, dwell on its own mortality and finitude, lament on the, inherent to all, disintegration and transience. The Spirit (8-12; JB) stands in opposition to this approach and as it traverses the summits, it leads to transcendence, eternity, absolute, unity of contradictions, integration, harmony, pure consciousness, unity … transgression of all conditions.”

Hillman used to say: “I don’t like feeling too well. I need more depression. It is the attempt of getting out of depression or pushing away the deep experience of tragedy of life that is the real danger.”

“In depression we enter into the depth, and in this depth we find the Soul. Depression is the key experience of the tragic dimension of life. It brings the escape, the limitation, the focus, the seriousness, the burden and the humiliating helplessness. It reminds one of death. Real revolution can only take root in someone who is ready to honestly experience one`s own depression. It is not about getting out of it – such an action would leave us within the closed circle of hope and despair; it is not about waiting for it to pass either – it is about discovering the consciousness and depth that depression demands. That’s how revolution in the name of the Soul begins.”

Hillman avoids defining what the Soul is. For him it is the basic metaphor of the psychology of the depth; its best description might be just in the Heraclitus words: ‘Traveling on every pathyou will not find the boundaries of soul by goingso deep is its measure.’

That is why in dreams the Soul appears as a transparent contour of your own silhouette that you stand in front of, sometimes it allows both heads to meld , sometimes it appears as a blue tender hand and sometimes all it is, is just a mist in which we can only feel Its presence. What I mean is a broadly understood ecumen of the Soul encompassing levels 6 to 8.

Logos is of course the most primary Vibration – Word/Image that creates Manifestation. It appears as we approach 8/9 Border which is all the more nasty, scary, predatory the less we are ready to cross it. What`s significant, it is not always heard, sometimes it is seen as an IMAGE, depending on how we are predisposed to receive our senses` spiritual perception. The voice of dreaming and dream images are but a distant echo of the creating Logos: the vibration which through its “knots” and “agglutination” creates self-aware beings. In the knots that are lower in consciousness this creates the “feeling” of fear/tremors of the expansive and barely individualised Logos.

In The History of Classical Hindu Philosophy, prof. Balcerowicz makes a remark that leads to an interesting observation: first, gods appear in the manifestation; then beings created by agglutination follow, and finally what emerges are beings that have individualised consciousness just like individual Souls and their individualised aspects entangled by karma and incarnation. I call this process creasing of the Field/Mirror of Consciousness; agglutination in spite of its contemporary sound relays accurately the nature of primary levels of Consciousness.

But what if we resist the seepage/peeking of the Soul 7 into our inner life? Would it ever get lost? It will seep into our deluded space, the space that we are convinced is outside of us; it will seep into the deluded reality of our surroundings and will attack us as events chosen from the multitude of reasons and causes at level 5; it will do so to force us to action to look for the stream of Necessity. Whether we are getting kicks or stokes depends on the nature of the deluded world we have created with our mind outside of us. You can tread lightly, reaching summits of mountains or you can be brutally pushed to meander through dirt roads of life. However, life in the current of Necessity does not mean lack of action (!) as followers of free will (the doom of our times) would like to see it; instead it means incessant looking for the current of Necessity in one`s life which designates the shortest possible route between the beginning and the end. These routes are not straight lines! Straight lines might mean the longest routes. Besides they do not exist in nature. The mind through its logical dialecticality is a source of illusion of purposefulness of actions it has chosen for itself: thinking likes generalisation, diagrams, and simplifications. The mind looks for patterns of repeatability to decrease its energy expenditures. That straight line route leads us astray, and the effort that we must put in to cover the distance of this seemingly straight road grows exponentially.

On the path of Necessity we might encounter extreme forms of its achievement: in Ajivika philosophy we have extreme ascetic ritual where the ascetics would strive for quiescence and self-starvation (pr.nivatti; s.nirvrtii) which culminates in them being accompanied by their whole community in their last days of life. In Europe a similar ritual called endura (fasting leading to death) was practiced by medieval Cathars. These are extreme challenges which are taken by very few followers of determinism after deep spiritual insight and analysis their own situation, in collaboration with and with the blessing of their superiors in faith. Such rituals leading to death are not acts of suicide committed as an act of depression or in affect but they are an expression of deep spiritual transformation and their willingness to abandon life as a cause limiting the spiritual freedom of the ascetic. The process typically is a lengthy one and the stages of weakening the body are synchronised precisely with spiritual exercises.

How to realise when to get off the beaten path? That’s where the progressive dreaming comes in. We all develop ourselves according to various spiritual practices of our choice but very few realise where they are on the path and most cannot realise that they are walking in circles seduced by the illusion of their own certainty of their progress. There are few devoted and competent teachers. Dreaming, however, gives us the option to continually monitor and self-correct the progress. We become our own teachers. Following the dream`s teachings we begin to be able to move “our” vintage point from the position of the mind to the Observer-Soul 7 level. But how can we achieve the connection with Soul 7 from the level of physical reality? It is as simple as inducing in one the feeling of gratitude. It is not, however, the gratitude towards anyone for anything they have done. It is about achieving this level of Consciousness even impersonally. One can use their loved ones, their dog, their chair or even themselves for training. It might come as a surprise to learn that gratitude just like love or euphoria are not emotions from level 3 or small karma 1-5 (treated as a whole) but they are levels of Consciousness from Soul 6-8 space which we, the low conscious beings, interpret as higher feelings due to our lack of any other point of reference than the one known to us as biological life, the feeling of comfort, safety of lack thereof.

OBE and LD pursuits

This is my translation of the article that J. Bzoma has on his site at: https://snienieprogresywne.pl/krytycznie-o-pogoni-za-obe-i-ld/

My Criticisms of Chasing OBE and LD states

In my considerations here I will not discuss the spontaneous dreaming, that most of us experience nightly, which is a report on our conscious state that we usually fail or ignore to understand. 

Freud and Fromm… they did not attempt conscious confrontation with the world of dreams controlled by Consciousness (the Jungian collective unconsciousness, the self) assuming it was secondary to consciousness.

Such an attempt would force Jung to have to look critically at his concept of archetypes and admit that it is the ultimate archetype and the seemingly autonomous from It sub-archetypes that make us dream rather than us dreaming archetypal dreams.

This article regards controlled dreaming.

OBE and LD, and to a lesser degree Real Dreaming, at first glance seems to be just an innocent trick, one that our human consciousness linked to our biological mind is able to play. In OBE/LD the traveller`s consciousness typically seen as brain waves of day-state frequency beta (28-12 Hz) becomes minimised to a small area in the brain that becomes isolated from the rest of it and the relaxed brain falls asleep moving into the state that is slightly lower than alpha but higher than theta (9-7 Hz) which is physiologically described as REM sleep. This is the level where the brain creates visuals. Having the islet of day-state consciousness active does not allow the rest of the brain fall into a sleep lower than theta (7-4 Hz). In such a state of the two frequencies present simultaneously, OBE and LD experiences are possible. That is why dream physiology describes this state as dissociative. The feeling of high reality of the events taking place in this state is not any evidence to contest this paradigm as dissociation is just that! What confirms the dissociative character of this phenomenon is the fact that the OBE state is often followed by a hypnopompic state where it is difficult to tell dream from reality and which can last up to a few minutes after waking.

To go further in sleep journeys, one must fall asleep with their whole brain and lose control over their mind and direct perception of the Consciousness completely (Jung would call it the Self/Ego, individual unconsciousness or at deeper levels collective unconsciousness). The location of this duality – the reason for the dissociation or the intrusion of the waking state into the brain in the state of REM phase – is physiologically defined. The area that causes this dichotomy is the pre-parietal part of the left (the more logical) hemisphere. This is where the temporal lobes meet the parietal lobes (approximately behind the left ear). This is a crucial area as it is responsible not only for dreams but also for the perception of the world and the spacial location of our body. I used progressive dreaming to explore the brain structure responsible for OBE and I discovered that a crucial role in inducing it is played by the left side (of the rim (?)). When this area is stimulated electrically, through hemi-sync recordings, by hallucinogens or any other individual methods used by OBE experiencers, one thing happens: the two frequencies are present in the brain simultaneously. In Tibet, the state that is achieved in this way, is called Bardo: in –between. I`ll repeat it: this locally increased frequency stops the brain from plunging into the lower wave state of delta (3 – 0.5 Hz). This is the level where we can receive information that comes through only in a very deep sleep state. This is not the REM sleep stage, but one regarding the deepest Consciousness layers. These are dreams hard to recall after waking, sometimes they are only accessible within (another) dream. Indeed, in dreams we are able to recall the deepest dreams we can have. That is why the basic prerequisite to exploration of them is falling asleep within a dream. And this is the level talked about here: the progressive dreaming.

Below 5/6 Border, in the lower (1-5) layers of Consciousness, our consciousness of being separate identifies mainly with states remembered in “reality” that are processed and correlated accordingly. It is only after we cross this Border that we gain the right identity and find out What the Source of individual Consciousness really is. What it is, is the consciousness of the Atmanic level (7). After death of the biological body, part of the Consciousness linked to lower layers (3-5) falls into disarray not being able to identify its own source as it remains in the delusion it generated during its presence in the physical world. During Its physical life it localised the Self/Ego in the physical mind. After death though, it turns out that the Self still exists! That is why the wheel of karma arises. The consciousness (1-5) needs to find its new headquarters in another body. The lower layers of Consciousness are not able to leave the vicious circle of the Causal body. In progressive dreams the 5/6 Border is clearly visible; it takes shape of a spherical zone creating 1-5 bodies. It is a kind of a mirror, a prison for the lower parts of Consciousness. Why is such anchoring of “our” higher Consciousness needed in the lower Causal body? I did not find the answer until part 6 of my double trilogy.

During dreaming, when crossing the 5/6 Border, the dream projection screen turns around by 180 degrees. However, when we are not competent enough to cross this border, what we encounter there is something that Vedic texts describe as Lords of Karma. These are mental beings which push us back. The physical struggle becomes surreal. The fight between Jacob and the Angel described in the Bible is an account of such an event.

To finish off my considerations, I`d like to introduce the topic that is my real passion and which was the real reason for me to take up dream travelling.

Meditation, or rather contemplation known in Christianity, allows to arrive at the causal level and to identify with the suffering Jesus. However, it does not allow to cross the 5/6 Border. I don’t mean individual cases of climactic experiences like mystical insight as they have nothing to do with religious narration of any religion and they only concern the mystics that stay within those realms, the dream travellers, or the deeply meditating ones.

The meditation of formlessness or selflessness/egolessness which is offered by the eastern traditions allows for crossing the 5/6 Border and for arrival at the perception at the Buddhic level; however, the bubble bursts when we ask who the witness of the selflessness is! In other words – how do we know who remembers or who is aware of the fact that this was a formless and selfless/egoless state.

It is true however, that the meditating deny the existence of the Witness – Observer, but this denial is only logical in its argumentation, and thus must take root in the mental, or even astral only level.

Progressive dreaming much more that any mystical insight offers us an opportunity to give a much fuller report on what we have experienced. Mystics usually struggle with verbalisation of their experiences. In progressive dreaming we offer a number of ways of remembering and clarification of the visions in a series of sessions. There are ways of creating a journey map with a help of a “dragged witness” method. It is a technique that helps relay a vision from one level to another until we reach the Consciousness level where it is accessible for interpretation and storage by the human mind. Many people recall being able to stay in OBE or LD state during their childhood, but in their mature bodies – having regained this ability for a short duration – they are kicked out to physical reality before too long. The reason for this is the atavism of achieving OBE states, this ability is lost once we leave the early childhood progress phase. Having this ability allows a young body for gradual adaptation to the world of physical reality into which the child immerses daily. The Aborigines call this phenomenon, in a sense of collective consciousness evolution, exit from the World of Great Dream.

There is however, a group of people who retain this ability, these are people whose “curtain” stayed intact. Often these individuals are dyslexic; this means they have some sort of mental non-synchronisation between the commonly used rules that the society imposes (e.g. grammatical rules) and their ability to use them. Often they are psychopaths of varying degrees of their symptoms because at the heart of it, both afflictions, apart from the degree and the area of manifestation of the maladjustment conditions are not dissimilar. These individuals are often immature, or maybe rather permanently unable to form typical, mature social bonds (in spite of their age); they learn to develop various adaptive forms of masking their own mental reality.

That is why those with the gift of natural tendencies to enter these states should be particularly careful not to induce them intentionally. Particularly, that the tremors phase which appears after an image under closed eyes has been spatialised, as we try to induce an OBE state, is in fact nothing more than an autogenous seizure of the temporal lobe of the brain.

This is just a short step away from interictal personality disorder, Geschwind`s syndrome, or watching God face to face and hearing his voice inspiring to great works otherwise known as temporal epilepsy with ecstatic auras.

Summing up, the most sensible solution is to apply progressive dreaming as this is a process where dreams cooperate with our current level of consciousness progress and are protected from being violated to merely satisfy the simple curiosity of interesting adventures in the astral reality.

Lucifer`s message

This is translation of the text that J. Bzoma has on his website at: https://snienieprogresywne.pl/co-lucyfer-sadzi-o-ludziach-i-jakie-ma-dla-nas-przeslanie/

What does Lucifer think of humans and what message does it bring us?

What follows is a short introduction (which for some might be shocking) followed by dream descriptions and their analysis.

Lucifer is a being that opens doors (curtains/shutters) for us that we ourselves create on our way back to the Source; acting this way he reveals the light to us and by doing so proves to be, contrary to Christians` delusion of him being the devil, a being that controls our looped Consciousness. He is a Seraphim who carries the light; in our dreams he appears as a ticket collector on trains and buses. It cannot be entirely dismissed that church (also including non-institutionalised Christianity, esotericism, theosophy, anthroposophy, and Christian gnosis in general) wants us to be afraid of meeting Lucifer as he could help us avoid meeting the church egregorial Jesus and could facilitate the direct contact with the Red One <10 (the Christ) who acts as the Large Karma filter. The entry to this level is guarded by the said church egregorial Jesus which using his projections overlays this very level by obscuring it and its nature and making it appear in identity as both Jesus and Christ.

The church Jesus is nothing more than a hurdle, an energy drawing space from his believers on their way to the Source. Before we get out of his grip we waste a lot of energy which is needed to create the mystic body with, the church mystic-egregorial body. This is the source of energy and power to rule the world and decide its fate that church needs; the history shows that church does not always shows us the right path. The Morning Star son owes his devil face image first to St. Hieronymus who translated The Old Testament and then the Origenes who perceived the Bible stories in a very, let`s call it, arbitrary way. Origenes ended up being excommunicated by church due to his bizarre outlook on religion, plus he must have been mentally unstable as he underwent auto castration. It was not a happy end story for Origenes. For some reason though, church decided to continue with his “invention” of the demonic Lucifer; what is interesting is that in other texts, very much honoured by catholic theologians, the Morning Star son term is used in regards to none other than Jesus J.

The dreams:

I failed to fulfil a task in time and as a result I lost (gradually) control over my son, I kind of lost my ownership/parental rights. The fragment of me losing control over my own child repeats in my dream at least twice. Now, to regain the rights I have to make a bomb at home (4) using a transparent jumpsuit in a shape of a human being. To do this, I pour several liquids into it. I keep running back and forth as there are a few things missing to achieve the required parameters of explosiveness (pressure too low). Instead of going to work for 9, I got so absorbed in the task that when I looked at the clock it was 9.30 (<10). What`s more, that is the moment when I was finally able to determine the problem. I forgot to make knots at the jumpsuit leg ends so the liquid leaked. I am now hurriedly tying them up not paying too much attention to the quality of the knots. I keep saying to myself that being late for work because of the highest priority jumpsuit job  cannot bear any grave consequences (level 7, explosiveness of the soul is a dreamy tale about the Atmanic  level creating sparks of life that `explode` from It giving birth to live Consciousness carriers including humans). The level 4 bosses are away and so even if my patients do show up at my room (6) they will just wait and the bosses will not find out. However, there is one risk. There are 2 buses cruising around the town (one of them is for sure white) which have on the sides and on the front notes with my bosses` numbers; they are in small print though and one needs to know the numbers` owner to make use of them. A few men raided the bus that I am on. They loitered around a bit, elbowed through the crowd at the front where I am, or rather where I am observing the events; they moved to the back where on a seat just behind the door there was a man (Lucifer, utra-controller) with a woman. He seemed to be a foreigner of darker complexion (strong light effect). He seems to have diffused the situation as the assailants left immediately after he talked to them. Because of this raid before some border or a tollbooth that typically charges >20, we were only charged just over 17. To compensate for the raid we were offered a discount to the customary charge of >20 at the border. The raid made passengers happy!

Some Worker that was in the area fixing things on council (!) orders promised to come round and fix something in my house. He arrives punctually in the morning (with my wife we are anxiously waiting for him looking out of the window and spot some woman on the street in front of our house before his arrival). As soon as he is at the door my wife runs towards it (it would be my job to open the door for him but she does it this time) with the kind of eagerness that is surprises me. No sooner than the Worker entered did he start disassembling the door showing me that for a long time it has been hanging on the hinges unevenly.

This uneven hanging does not make using the door impossible; not every door has the right hinges spacing to match the spacing in the door frame. My opinion is he that he picks on details and that the door worked perfectly fine for me never causing any problems. Somehow, ironically, the fact that the door is old and somewhat shabby did not bother the Worker; instead he focused on the “suspension” and this is not what I had in mind when decided to have him fix some things. I offer him and the woman I spotted on the street before (the Worker`s area of activity) some broth with leaves of parsley floating on the top, I also offer them bread or possibly some rolls. I realise this offering is rather poor and I feel awkward about it but I also see that they are eating it eagerly without any complaints. They did not show any interest in the baked goods.

 The yellow broth garnered with green leaves represents level 2 ornamented with level 3 elements. In a nutshell, for the advice I did not need I rewarded Lucifer and his accompanying active form (female) with energy. The advice regarded the faulty tension spread on human mental level. This was also presented in the dream about the transparent jumpsuit. This faulty tension spread in level 7 segments leads to the inability to appropriately fill this level. The same message is relayed in the dream about the bus raid where we are protected by the ultracontroller Lucifer from the action of some lower class controllers (are they the Lords of Karma?).

Being exempt from the >20 charge for the border pass in lieu of the charge forced by the Lords of Karma below the 5/6 border that equals >17 is a message that linking the physical level 1 with level 7 means the equivalence of the former sum of payment. That means that it is possible to live in connection with the soul and not against it (without any tension/stress) and it is energetically equivalent to our charging it unconsciously (as it goes completely under our radar)  but in a forced manner with the energy of level 2.

The first dream explains that after losing their close ties between consciousness levels through their huge lack of attention and focus, people waste equally huge resources trying to rebuild their contact with the Atmanic level 7 (transparent jumpsuit); throughout this process they forget that systematic work at level 6 would be enough for return to their home that starts at the Brahmanic level 8 that is supervised by the Red One <10.  Generally, it is not a good idea to start working on achieving the right “pressure” of the soul on the mental level 4 as this requires breaking ties with the physical life (tying up the legs of the jumpsuit) which would be possible only in strict seclusion and without experiencing any emotions or connections with the surroundings which we willy nilly engage with.

This is the key information: we have problems with tensions spread in the segments (doors) at the mental level which causes problems between humans. This information is what Lucifer and his active part (his field of manifestation) charged me for and the payment was collected in the form of broth (2) with the astral parsley leaves (3) and baked products (1) – this last addition was a mistake on my part and I became aware of it already in the dream :).

The message is obviously more general and relates to the obstructed flow of consciousness as a whole and not just at the mental level, but this level presents the most difficulty to us.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Soul 7 (Atman)

This is my translation of J. Bzoma`s article at:  https://snienieprogresywne.pl/1685-2/

In it, the Topographer presents one of his dreams and its interpretation together with philosophical musings regarding human nature and its outlook on religious matters. I must say that what he states in his article resonates with me immensely.

I do not include the quotes here but it is prologued and followed by quotations from Halldór Laxness, Under the Glacier 

Soul 7 (Atman) 

Tonight I would like to ask what ideas constitute our Atman body – Soul 7?

This night might explain an awful lot! I might even find out what my real mission is about. What is the point of all the incarnations of “my” Soul, or even Its whole line of Consciousness?

A black three-part wallet flips open by the force of inertia. It looks empty (this is the schematic of the structure of Consciousness opening at the creases of its borders; black as it represents symbolically and deludedly the colour of the inquirer who is in the black descending stream!). The inside of the “pocket” is turned inside out.

The whole night someone is showing us around town. These are German (-8) tour guides, they might as well be Austrian? The tour guides keep changing all the time. As long as the tour guide is present I cannot remember anything of what I see. Only when the last one frees my hand I regain the consciousness of what is around me. Behind me there is a whole group of people accompanying me in the tour!

The tour guide lets go of my hand and wordlessly “says” to me that it is high time we (!) stopped being led by the hand! He has had enough of us! He walks away straight towards the screen of dream projection. He takes his departure where the main town street connects to another one from the left. I draw my attention to a little bundle on the ground resembling a crushed plastic bag. I think to myself that here even rubbish is thrown the German way. I walk up to the bundle and when I move it with my foot it disintegrates into a few little plastic bags. At the same moment one reality transforms into another (!). This bundle has its alter ego!

Now it looks like a tiny abandoned dog. It is a little crumpled like a bunch of little plastic bags from the previous reality. I walk around the dog in the counter clockwise direction. When I am in the spot where the street connecting to the main one is on my right hand side (and not like previously on the left hand side) a man walks up to me/us. He`s a German! Now another transformation takes place. The third reality takes place of the second one because I start telling someone what just happened at that moment!

-The German walks up to me, looks at what I am looking at and says (!):

-No Parrots!

His words sounded like a commitment that a man sets for himself for his future life. Throughout the city tour we all/I did not hear a single word uttered the way ordinary people do. Throughout the tour the words “spoken” were soundless.  It wasn’t until this German (German=Niemiec, Niemiec=niemowa, niemowa=mute) started using the human language!

When the tour guide freed my hand, I immediately noticed that the street was wide but had no ornaments; the only details were geometrical figures placed next to ordinary house walls. After waking up I realised this street and these objects resembled a museum of forms which I visited before somewhere on the border between Manifestation and Non-manifestation in 8/2 Nothingness at level 8. I realised that the museum is “no one`s land” and that 8/9 Border is a museum of forms! It is a space where nothing can be built!

The wallet of ideas that I am to materialise in my lives is in fact empty!!! The wallet is merely an empty space resonating with our state of consciousness. It is us who creates excuses and reasons for being separate from the Source. The thing not to be done is parroting, copying. Maybe it is about not imitating others or maybe it is some kind of a warning not to create our own projections of anything and not to exteriorate these ideas as ones existing objectively. The force and direction of the inertia opening the wallet indicates the direction of Consciousness descending towards manifested being; descending to the very bottom.

I got up surprised by the simplicity and depth of this dream`s message. Additionally, my wife, as we were having breakfast, told me that my research efforts are futile. Why? She and all the people she knows don’t want a God that is nothing more than a mechanism. They want someone with a face, they want a personal relationship, they want someone to address in their final hour. They don’t want to feel alone at the final hour. In spite of all my metaphysical knowledge I have to admit she is right. What is more, people do not want to free themselves from their own perceptions they created in their own image, according to their own cognitive, spiritual and emotional capabilities. My desire to explore the actual reality of manifestation and Non-manifestation is nothing more than a whim, not needed by anybody. And this is where the truth lies about the reasons for humans having so many myths, religions and superstitions. People, rather than looking for the truth, fulfil their needs by transferring their images of their own importance into the Spirit world!

Anyone wanting to finish their lectures about God on a high note says He is the omnipotence, love, justice, merciful goodness or whatever else they fancy, that is incomprehensible to the human mind. Nobody wants the truth that the Ultimate Space in its highest form of Consciousness is absolutely devoid of meaning, emotion and matter. It lets us, without any intentions we associate with It, expand our projections regarding It to the point where it is too large for our comprehension and the bubble blows up! This happens because the beings deluded in their separateness remain undifferentiated and the Background-Non-manifestation 8-12/Source of Consciousness does not resist our desires and perceptions we might have of It and the subsequent emotions that are evoked due to them. No matter how big they become, they stay only within the deluded form of our (human) space and what they become is an element of the God structure but Its nature!!! Its nature is non-manifestable in the world of beings contrary to the specific, fragmentary, and deludedly separate images, as if à rebours. Compare it to the sun`s multiplied images during its eclipse which appear under trees or in grass in a huge number of its own projections; projections of the sole sun, refracted by the lens of each of the millions of leaves.

 

 

Structure of Consciousness

The text below is a translation from http://www.taraka.pl/karty_swiadomosci_01 by Jaroslaw Bzoma who keeps his own webpage at https://snienieprogresywne.pl

I take the liberty of omitting certain details where cultural references might prove too difficult to explain.

Before I present it, I would like to explain what is meant by terms I use in English in regards to Progressive Dreaming. The description I give here is based on my understanding of Jaroslaw Bzoma`s rediscovery of the Consciousness access technology and his lectures on it.

Manifestation (przejawienie) and Non-manifestation (nieprzejawienie) are terms pertaining to the state of reality which is divided into numerical levels. Non-manifestation describes the highest states of Consciousness where physical reality that we know from every-day life does not exist; all that is there is just at the level of just being without having a physical form – it might be seen as pure energy. Manifestation is everything that emanates from non-manifestation and is possible to `exist` at the level we as humans see as normal physical reality.

The process in which Manifestation becomes possible requires the Non-manifestation to negate itself. In this process a part of Non-manifestation denounces itself and decides to separate from it. At this point it descends to a level below and begins life of its own. But because it is now separate it requires energy to support itself. In order to obtain the energy it must repeat the first process again and thus another level below is created and so it continues in the same manner. Following these steps we get to the point of creating humans whose role is to support the Soul. Humans have a very strong feeling of being separate from one another and from the Source. Humans also have a huge difficulty in recognising that the true Source is a few levels above the Soul that they were created to serve.

Delusion/Deludedness (urojenie) is another term that needs defining but I am still in process of understanding it 🙂

I will use colour coding to indicate my own interpretations and translation of the articles.

Part 1

I start the presentation of the Consciousness Structure from its ‘top’ or rather ‘depth’ describing something that can be described as the Manifestation `lining’; this is something which exists objectively and in the `form` of… Non-manifestation!

The structure presented here is a layered structure that is experienced by those who practice Progressive Dreaming.

Possibly the most fundamental thing in looking for the Reason of Everything is the awareness that this Great Question must be raised at every level of Consciousness. The Reason of Everything will be different at the level of physical, emotional or thinking being. It will still be something entirely different to beings not having the bodies of small karma 1-5 (for example the Devas from the Consciousness level of 8/3). Worth noting is the fact that not all beings have access to the full complement of Consciousness levels that we as humans do have. Consciousness structure is very fluid and not linear at all. (That is also why J. Bzoma refuses to draw diagrams and schematics of its structure) It is also possible to meet spiritual bots controlled from higher levels. We can also assume that the truly full complement includes many more structures; the dreams inform that at the level of Nothingness 8/2 where the initial forms of our manifestation are created, aside from forms that are being used we can meet ‘empty’ forms! A human being is not equipped with all the possible levels that the Consciousness possesses. We operate on levels 1-5. Level 6 is described in dreams as ‘not ours’. In a linear understanding after ‘non ours’ level six we proceed to level 7 –  the individual soul (Atman) which is ‘ours’ but everything above level 7 is ‘not ours’ again.

It cannot be overstated that seeing the levels of Manifestation in a Transcending/linear fashion (as in a tall building) is a very defective (!!!) way of seeing the immanence of God and its defect lies in the limited ability of human senses.

Non-manifestation:

By saying Non-manifestation or Nothingness I mean what Nishida Kitaro called absolute and relative Nothingness. Not to confuse them both I call Non-manifestation the 8-12 Slot and Nothingness level 8/2. In my understanding Nothingness is a threshold of Non-manifestation. In Nothingness (Greek Chaos) manifested beings get created or dissolved. I understand Non-manifestation as what exists (!) objectively. What we see as manifested, including ourselves, is in fact an illusory tapestry woven by The Source Point and The First Manifesting One. In dreams Weaving looks as though The Source Point becomes polarised by 90 degrees and at the same time returns to its original state. It is hard to express but this original state it the state of the Source`s Self-Consciousness. For this to occur we must have the process of polarisation into the Seer and the Seen. This state permutes so rapidly that it would be non-distinguishable for our sight. The permutation is faster that the light that is known to our eyes and the time that is known to our mind, but the distance is shorter than any space perceivable by the senses made by matter. That is why I see The Source Point as having no time and no dimension references, and at the same time it is not light. It can be understood as the Dark Light of the mystics, the infra and ultra light imperceptible even for the spirit eye; the dreams describe it as transparent yet ‘black’ at the same time. It might be seen as the black matter and energy of the Physicists. It might be seen as the Black time that we have not been able to trace yet. Time, space and light as we know them don’t exist until their Black counterparts leave the innards of 8-12 Slot and appear in the 8/3 level. The features of the 8-12 Slot can be described as ultralight/infralight, ultratime/infratime, ultramatter/inframatter, ultraenergy/infraenergy. Why do I present them as ultra and infra variants? Because it is only from our perspective that Manifestation has a beginning and an end; objectively it should be seen as hermetic Ouroboros who eats its own tail. Any attempts of venturing beyond our physical universe during dreaming (whilst keeping the awareness of separateness) must with no exception end up in us falling into ourselves (turning ourselves inside out) as a manifested being, and I don’t mean at all waking up in the physical reality. The same fate, even though inversed, awaits anyone trying to enter through Ishvara`s mouth (The Final Androgyn) into his depth (the Depth of Nondimensional Beyond Time Source Point); as a separate self-aware ‘I’ we are spat out back into Manifestation. Analogy (although mush less dramatic) can be experienced when we try to ascend beyond 5/6 Border when our awareness is too low; that’s when we wake up in a dream where we wake up in a dream…

Blackness might bring negative connotations so we could also call it Shadowness. This term might even be closer to what is seen in long distance dreams when approaching the Source; it might be experienced as Glassiness, Limpidity, or Almost-Translucency of this structure. That is why I called it The Crystal Vortex that converges in the Source Point. Manifestation then starts at the 8-12 Slot, but in its Crystal Vortex stage it is still in its manifested-nonmanifested form; it is still glassyshadowy. At this point it can evoke the association with the Big Bang or Singularity giving birth to the universe. But this Source Singularity gives birth to all the universes that manifest (permanently). The Source Singularity emerges and disappears at the same time in its Shadowycrystal Time. From my journeys I understand that all that is manifested is ‘woven’ (!!!) through the play of the Source Point and its Mirror ‘reflection’/the First Separating one. That is why all that manifests disintegrates through entropy. Manifestation is nothing more than an illusory tapestry of the Source Point and the First Separating One (permanently). It`s likened to the weaving loom: the base and the thread quivering in opposite polarity so rapidly, that it is beyond our perception of time and movement. It creates the space of Manifestation and its contents illusion at the same time. That which can be described as Glassyshadowy matter (energy) is the basis/innards of the Manifested matter/energy and not just the filler of the gaps that is needed to arrive at the 100% of the universe mass.

8-12 Slot (Parabrahman/Ishvara).

In other mystic systems it is called the Rigpah, Shechinah (Field of Sacred Apples Trees), the space at the depth of which the Non-manifested God resides. It consists of The Ultimate Androgyn 12 levels. His Robe is the Veil of Paroketh 8/9 = the Crystal Vortex = The Crystal Wall. The Androgyn`s Mouth is the “central” location of the Dimensionless Point (Kunshi, The Impatient One) in the non-manifested space. The dimensionless and timeless Point “lies” in the Mouth depth; one cannot go beyond this point in the dreams. However, the smallest motion within our discursive consciousness will cause our fall through the delusion channel into our physical body.

In The Androgynous Ishvara`s Mouth (His looks are incredible resembling a clown J ) everything that exists and doesn’t exist gets everted including not only level 11 Fathermothers  who are only manifested and the visible level 10 Motherfathers (as there are many Manifested Worlds like ours they are insulated from one another even though their Crystal Vortices originate at the same Source Point!) but also The Red One < 10 (these there are the Highest Trinity).

 

Another narration includes Level 11 Fathermother who is only manifested (their presence is felt but Father/Mother not visible) as a malefemale androgyn and Level 10 Motherfather visible is a femalemale androgyn. When we approach the Crystal Vortex/Wall looking through the gate we see the Bride running towards the Groom on the right handside of the Abyss. This is the origins of the Source Manifestation, the Submanifestation.

The Abyss is the Manifestation space, the inner “space” of the mirror, the space of delusion over which there is a bridge as thin as a hair leading to the Temple on its other side. This is the bridge off which you fall into the Abyss as soon as you start having any inkling of being separate or if you make any other motions in the mind of the mystic traveller. When you succeed in reaching the Temple steps you will be confronted with the four Flamey Cones of Light which sometimes take shape of a six-winged appearance. Sometimes they allow the traveller to defeat the lack (!!!) of imagined narration behind the Temple door and having passed the door we can see two non-equal Androgyns. Straight across from you there is a Male-featured Female and to the left, behind an incomplete curtain (!) there is a Female-featured Male. Both these incomplete Androgyns are polarised to each other at the angle of 90 degrees. If you reach this place a mystic union with the Malefemale Androgyn is highly probable; it does not look like swallowing the traveller but resembles an orgasmic connection. At short distance there is such a strong attraction that in spite of the indifferent Androgyn gender it is hard to overcome it; luckily the process of creating this narration throws you out of it and you are kicked into the deluded Manifestation. Nonetheless, one must remember not to visit the Temple too often and you will be reminded of it by your guiding Seraphim as soon as your third or fourth attempt to return there. J  Because we are innately prone to creating deluded visions of this stage we get degraded to the level of Chorononzoic Heavenly City at 8.1 level and we run the risk of falling into the loop of this habit.

It is in this Slot (or cave/manger) that quite a popular myth of Man/God birth takes place. It is in this 8-12 manger we see a child<10, Mother10, and StepFather11. The witnesses “were” three still wise men 8/1, 8/2 and 8/3 and the Source Point. A Star, but completely devoid of reason!

Border 8/9 whose outer (for us) layer 9 is at the same time Level 13 looking at the Border from the “inside” of the 8-12 Slot. Its feature is turning images and meanings upside-down. This is the Mirror at which the Source Point looks at itself and “sees” its own deluded reflection: Manifestation.

The Consciousness Layers of which I speak in dreams sometimes are called Caesars. Hence we have 13 Caesars of which the last one – according to the dreams – has been in exile and remains in isolation. This is the tale of the mirrorness of the level 13(9)and the mirror illusion of Manifestation that it contains.

In fact, whatever we “observe” beyond this border is not outside but inside the Manifestation, it is its lining.

The threshold Brahmanic layer 8. The border between Non-manifestation and Manifestation, on “our” side.

Level 8 (Brahmanic). Three-layered.

Gold Crown 8.3, robe, other royal/priest attributes. It transforms into the curtain of being/Mirror, 8/9 Paroketh, generates the impulse to create the manifestation of the Non-manifestation 8-12 Slot and to search forms of its own expression. In dreams it appears as a conical gold robe full of ornamental forms empty (!) inside. The fact that it resembles a liturgy piece of garment of an orthodox priest or any priest in general cannot be a coincidence.

Nothingness 8.2: space where (empty?) forms are stored or those forms that arrive full of contents from Manifestation are dissolved. Self-aware subjects during exploration of this area experience increased temperature and the feeling of being covered in a light viscous substance able to create form. Sometimes one can see multiple stored forms that take their origin in one, motherly to all form. There are also empty forms of unknown purpose.

It was during crossing this level that one of the Seraphims, Flamey six-winged (!) guardians of the Temple (Vortex/Robe/Curtain-Paroketh), “told” me:

-“You discovered what you wished for but in a way different to what you had expected.”

It is on the 8.2 Nothingness level that we experience scenes whose main feature is high temperature. It is not that hard to imagine, that because of this instead of moving towards Non-manifestation from here the followers of a well-known religion return to lower levels, or struggle with their own Nigredo/Shadow “Satan” or stick to the Albedo illusion of “Jesus”. This level is also the one featuring the Field of Dying Horses/Ree-Field (this is what it was called in my dream, Ree is 18 or in other terms 9th level of Consciousness, the transgression by 1 is possibly due to the omission of the physical level “there”. That is because 1=5) This field disintegrates the Soul Vehicles otherwise seen as its manifested form. This is a level of extremely slowly transforming symbols; in my estimation car junkyards full of rusty sedans will not start appearing here until a couple hundred years from now.

Nigredo/Albedo 8.1

This is the source of delusion and at the same time the area of delusion highest concentration; this is where the Consciousness descends to but its forms are still empty and able to undergo countless permutations; this is where the Consciousness ascends to filled to the brim with all the deluded illusions that the empty forms acquired while in its separate from the Source state of Manifestation. The visions of “Demonic” beings that the traveller experiences are nothing more than illusions (shadows) collected by the subject of the Manifestation treating them as real. […] This is the level where we have the silver delusion Border appear. It is the border of human comprehension, the ultimate border of human knowledge acquisition. Something like the intransgressible Planc`s constant. Before we get to see The Black One (for obvious reasons The White One is a much rarer occurrence) we encounter a one-headed dog of corresponding colour. Some might see this remark as illogical as what might be unusual in a single/one headed dog, but you would think no such thing if you knew that a level below, at 5/6 Border, we encounter another dog, only a three-headed one. The 8/1 Black One appears as a tall, sometimes even a three metre tall, swarthy man – you could take him as of Gypsy, Spanish or Italian origin, generally a southern type, sometimes he might be completely black. For obvious reasons 8/1 Nigredo just like any shadow from lower levels of Consciousness is the same gender as the traveller. It is in opposition to the 1-5 levels where the “guides” to the traveller are of the opposite gender.

Manifestation:

(Here I describe a stream of human and other similar self-aware beings.)

UltraSoul 7+ (transluscent blue/Paramatman) Direct contact with this level might be an unforgettable experience. Quite often it appears as a light skyblue coloured hand appearing out of the Brahmanic 8 mist which strokes the traveller on their cheek.

We discover this level when travelling upwards, as we ascend our dream consciousness for it to match level 7, individual Soul (Atman). That is why dreams inform the traveller that the ascending direction has fewer levels than the descending direction. This level might appear in dreams as a male form – a Gardener (reminder that Shechinah 8-12 is described as the Field of Sacred Apple Trees) or a female which is His Field of Manifestation. In my case this female form was called Maestrosa. Every dream traveller sees her as a mature (!) hieratic beauty who allows them to admire her poly-creations.

Individual Soul 7 (light to translucent violet/Atman)

Vedic scriptures tell us that Atman is identical to Brahman and it is true in a sense. When the traveller arrives here he meets himself, his translucent version and is surprised to learn that they both share one head. The experience is so strong and full of emotion that it often makes one wake up crying. Mystics call this experience The Gift of Tears.

With a bit of luck the Atman will show us how he creates the sparks of life of beings/aspects parallel to us who take root of their small karmas in the House of Souls at level 6. That`s right, we have many brothers or sisters that we share our Soul 7 with; they might be alive at the same time as us or in what we call future or past. Small karma relates to a single aspect and is merely an entanglement of one`s own projections of 1-5 levels. Whatever is above 5/6 Border is the large karma which is created intentionally by Soul 7/Ultrasoul 7+/Brahman 8 (all these are essentially one). Not only is it intentionally created by this level but also controlled by it almost fully. Whatever is above 5/6 Border is subject to only one illusion: the illusion of being separate from the Source. This however, is only up to the moment of trumpeting off (!?) of the great return. Trumpeting off is used as the term here as it is believed on the other side that if one has heard the screeching fanfare vibrating sound of the Crystal Vortex one begins their return to the Source. This feeling fills the dreamers inside out and is an unforgettable experience. This vibration is not always felt by “hearing”, sometimes it is felt by “seeing” of the mistiness of level 8 or being flooded by ultraskyblue light.

Buddhic level 6 (white/lemon yellow/light orange)

This is a multi-vector “not ours” (!) space, similarly to the levels above 7. It consists of three layers: House of Souls, Hospital of Souls and the Sacred Island. The House of Souls includes our Family of Souls and all other aspects of our Soul 7 plus all other self-aware beings at this level; they live all their lives at the same time (typical for this level multi-vector feature) and manifest in “small life”/small karma below 5/6 Border.

5/6 Border

This is the border that turns images and meanings by 180 degrees. This is where small karma/short life starts (Large Karma/Long Life is located between The Red One<10 and level 1). Above this border a perceptive traveller will be surprised to see himself from outside of his body taking part in the narration that develops in the dream. He knows what the other one is thinking even though there is space between them! At negative (delusory) levels below the 5/6 Border (hell levels with low temperature!!!) one will encounter an amusing situation of being diminished in size if one`s consciousness resides in delusion or of being magnified in relation to the other self which in turn becomes illusorily diminished.  Each of Consciousness levels contains a (-) delusory level. Even level 8 does that (Chorozon – Nigredo/Albedo), and whoever does not understand that dreaming/meditation/visions use this path of delusion and identifies themselves with literal narration of the dream or meditative vision becomes devoured by delusion. That is why one needs to constantly be aware of the fact that depending on which gate we use to exit the small karma we will witness visions, colours and symbols characteristic to this particular gate. There are four gates: etheric (2), astral (3), mental (4) and causal (5). These represent exits from each of the Consciousness levels 2-5. Level 1 also can be left by dreaming, meditating or… dying J  The gates have their guards and as mentioned before the most difficult gate is the red one, the causal gate 5 as it is guarded by a triple being trying to kick us back into small karma. Gates three and four are guarded by bots who do the same at the level of hypnagogues but these are easy to overcome: it is enough to ascend a little in the level of our consciousness during dreams at their corresponding levels (OBE (3) and LD (4). After this happens they will be mere barometres informing us of the “weather” outside. At level 3 the guards may be nothing more than Hungry Ghosts J

These Gates lead from the four levels of small karma to the space above 5/6 Border, most often to Soul 7/Ultra Soul 7+ and are a kind of a karmic delusion device which nonetheless corresponds with the real character of the Consciousness levels above this border. This is what helps build long distance travel narrations. The symbols are rather stable and with a little practice very clear. As mentioned before if it wasn’t for the delusion whose spell we are under we could not witness anything more than the Pure Base of Ultralightinfralighness of the Consciousness in the 8-12 Slot.

Those of you who have encountered the yoga of sleep and dreaming or dzogchen will immediately think of the four colourful side tigles, the central one and the fifth blue tigle (Soul 7/Ultrasoul 7+) Similarly, the kabbalah and other mystic systems are compatible with this structure.

Level 5 (red) cause-effect level.

All events of our life are interconnected with imperceptible streams of Consciousness which we observe as phenomena occurring in our surroundings. This is not a correct observation though, as the effect is the cause and the cause is the effect, like I mentioned in De venatione sapientiae https://snienieprogresywne.pl. Attempts of leaving this level to move to 5/6 Border are supressed by karma Guards (impersonated by three beings whose appearance is linked to either our birth zodiac sign or to a universal symbol – the triple dog – the Cerberus. On the way back “from above” there are the three Parkas, the fate spinners who are always happy to see us returning to the small karma). To Middle Europeans the guards of the small karma causal level 4 often appear as the Russians J analogically at 8/2 level it is the Germans (Niemcy = niemowy/mute) and at level 3 (the most left-sided, further than our perceived negative levels) Americans – the same ones planning to depopulate us!

Level 4 (blue) is a mental level, one of intellectual speculations. The Source cannot be rational until it reaches this level, although we erroneously ascribe to it some sort of omniscience. Before it reaches this level it exists `only` as: I am that I am. Omnipotence and All-efficiency does not equal Omniscience as omniscience is implemented by all beings who are self-aware of a particular Manifestation and who have managed to develop an organ through which to process data and function within a mental level (in our case it is the biological brain). All-wisdom is hence mindless!

Level 3 (green) astral or emotionally-imaginative. This is where all the junk forming our small karma is created. It is here that we confuse emotional delusion called love with the experience of Unity>7 which is the true Love/God and that has nothing to do with feelings. The Love of high levels (7 and higher) is not different to Ruthlessness!!! Whether we feel ascension or depression in this state depends only on our deluded perceptions that we have regarding ourselves and God. In truth, the deepest abandonment is no different to the highest ascension of our Self; the two are features that imprison us in or liberate us from small karma which is the embodiment of individual and collective delusions of these levels (3 and 4).

On the negative wing of this level live those who draw the surplus (lush) of our energy emitted in moments of creating perceptions and succumbing to emotions, not only negative ones but also positive ones. They are parasitic beings using the channel that is used to transport the energy to Soul 7 and “above”. The energy itself that is generated at level 3 has no connotation of happiness or suffering and so we will be surprised to find out that at the level of 8-12 Slot “Nobody” knows about our suffering! There is no organ to find out about it and to process this information with. With deep bitterness we learn that these are merely states of excitation that our brain generates and then uses when synchronising with the mental level 4 and astral level 3 of the small karma space. In effect these are the states that allow for the higher, separating from the Source, descending levels of the Manifesting Consciousness to anchor themselves as heavy matter. It is a huge spiritual mechanism devoid of emotions and reason, except for our feelings and thoughts of course.

Level 2 (yellow) energy/etheric

At the negative side of this level there are Hungry Ghosts and we find the entrance to the hell at level of  (-)2. It is here that we meet the negative, delusion copy of ourselves or even of God. Experiencing this level gives one understanding of what such concepts as micropsy/diminishing, macropsy/magnifying, losing the connection to the soul and cold hell really mean. We will come to understand that the lack of a spiritual guide(even in a form of a religion egregore) showing us the right direction  may lead to the loss of orientation in the negative delusion space and the incapability of finding the way back to the positive delusion space – our reality. This way after our death, having lost our base physical body, we are the prisoner of delusion (-)2 level of small karma and become a Hungry Ghost roaming the astromental spaces fighting for survival and for access to the energy from beings still connected with their Consciousness streams. Hungry Ghosts are parasites not only to the biological, alive beings at levels 2, 3 and 4 but also to the astral fields of the deceased ones awaiting another small karma incarnation. Hungry Ghosts are not able to cross the 5/6 Border. They are just a bunch of self-delusions, even though not totally devoid of the Self they are deprived of the access to the stream of Consciousness that a while back created them in the small karma space. In Codex Gigas I describe this area and my adventures in it, including renewal of the vows with my Soul when I finally succeeded in leaving this space.

Level 1 physical body/in humans biological body and the nervous system with its brain. On its negative side, not without level 5 input, sometimes in a very physically looking gate there is someone lurking, someone waiting for us, someone who is in a sense us J

Turning our body by 90 degrees at each of the Consciousness levels sends a signal that we enter the level stationary orbit and that we stop moving up or down. Turning by 180 degrees and upside down is discussed in sections about 5/6 and8/9 Borders. (Here it is worthwhile noticing the analogy of the turns of the subtle body in dreams and during ritual dances in reality!)

Changing the perception angle the 5/6 and the 8/9 Borders cause the layers of Consciousness contained within them to overlay causing the colours recurring in dreams at different levels to change their translucency and not the hue itself, quite unlike a folded fabric. Let`s not forget this is a seamless Robe!

Level 1 is in fact an element of level 5 (possibly that is why it is ridiculed by the less-experienced mystic travellers; Castaneda called it the point of connection: one of 600 – obviously not a number but a reference to 6/00/ level. Dzogchen calls it the red tigle, located between our shoulder blades). In hermetic mysticism the identity of hues/levels of Redness is described as a shell of a red egg. This is the hermetic egg and also known in Hindu philosophy hiranjagarbha. The difference is that these ones are golden outside and red inside. Why? Because they describe the state of everting, the structure from the 8-12 Slot point of view.

All the above levels are structured like onion layers. Of course this is our transcending point of view. Often in the olden mysticism they compared the three basic areas of the structure: body (1-5), soul (6-8) and the spirit (8-12) to the structure of an egg.

Similarly, the Swedenborg model of the Cosmic Man consists of: legs, torso and head. The waistline is the 5/6 Border and the neck is the 8/9 Border. Mouth is obvious.

It`s important to emphasise that in dreams left side is the direction towards our negative delusion and the right side towards positive delusion or what we typically see as reality.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Progressive Dreaming

This is a translation of an introduction on J. Bzoma`s website https://snienieprogresywne.pl where he introduces us to how his journey began:

First it was my curiosity. Then it grew to be an experiment.  After a while I started worrying about my mental health. The next stage was an attempt to deal with the ever increasing burden to expose myself and the illusory nature of my experience. Eventually, against all logic and all that it brought I stopped believing in what I was told by my dream guides in spite of my reluctance to discontinue my journeys.

The day arrived when I, a fifty year old man, felt like a helpless child.

A Deception?

For centuries teachers and priests of all religions have spoon-fed us with ready-made knowledge. We lived by others` experience. We became o being made of all the influences and nothing of our own. No authentic metaphysical experience. We were assured that if we fulfil all the rites, prayers and rituals and quench all desires we will find the way to the Source.

The way to the Source though is surprisingly easy! My site tells a story of my own journey to the inner self. To our common Source.

The method I used is dreaming in all its dimensions and levels.

Hard to believe? Am I the proverbial fool who inadvertently unravelled the mystery at an arm`s reach?

This Truth must have been known! It was to stay secret as everybody is helpless in its face!!!

I am sure that trusting others` wisdom we have lost our freedom!

If all of us had access to what exists on the other side of our daily consciousness nobody could deprive us of our judgement independence. Nobody could deceive us. There is very little difference between the consciousness we experience in our daily life and that in our dreams or the inspiration experienced by artists when creating their seminal work. […] I daresay we dream all the time. Our daily experiences do nothing but obstruct our continual relationship with our inner self. Why then do we ignore our inner observer: The Consciousness?

[There is Krishnamurti Freedom from the Known citation here]

Whatever we make of teachers like Krishnamurti we cannot deny that to get out of the social trance of consensus we must become eccentrics, if not at the whole social plane then at least in the field of inner understanding of reality.

Years ago Terence McKenna proposed that the humanity progress great stimulant was psychedelics available in nature. I daresay this theory is doubtful. The greatest stimulant available to everybody, everywhere,  at all times was dreaming and what I call in my journals a sleep journey.

From these journeys I think I have brought back good proof that the other side can be asked anything: existential and every-day life choices questions. In a nutshell, throughout thousands of years of humanity people were led by their guides whom they met in their dreams. I am convinced that in times when human minds did not bathe in the frequency mist emissions from electromagnetic masts the dream messages were much clearer and if not dominant then at least of equal value to those of daily consciousness of our ancestors.

Cutting us off mentally from this knowledge and depreciating its source is the most massive fraud that the elites have ever committed on their subjects.

Introducing mental hurdles by saying that on the other side of dreams one can be seduced by Satan is the most spectacular deception in the history of human civilisation!!! Barbed wires were installed in our minds to reign over our self or ego. As a substitute to natural development of our souls and the guidance of higher Consciousness we were given a religious mush made by teachers like those who train little minded people how to act to be seen as being noble. These teachers would rather watch us hate and bite each other like rabid dogs rather than show us the right path!!!!

I am deeply convinced that once one is aware of how close the Source of our consciousness is one will never abuse the possibilities that owning a human body gives us.

The transgression of consciousness` true face that we experience through remembering dreams induced by personal questions or intentions, or remembering these dreams to dream into their vital details to explore them even further I have called a dream progression. Or a progressive dream.

 

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